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New Day

I awaken to bright lights and glare

The sun shines through my window

I just lie in bed and stare

Good morning!

Gentle nudges from the dog 

Time to get up and start the day

Life is good even on a bad day 

New adventures new issues

I guess you could say I make my own news

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Love Overboard

Love overboard
The love thing never leaves me bored
Hey nice to meet you
Late night text
Phone calls till 2
Days weeks and months
Pass us by you just might be alright
So I prepare let my guard down
Only to find the voice
On the other end of my phone
Is your wife

Love overboard
This love thing never leaves me bored
1’s and 0’s
On and off
That’s the way our love goes
Damn near 20 years in
Let’s try this again
Quickly comes to a halt
Now your married to her
And your still trying to get in
Between my lips and my legs
But just like your marriage nigga count this as a double L
I stopped being for you in 2012

Love overboard
This love thing never leaves me board
My heart and mind desire love
My heart and mind are also afraid to love
Vulnerability is cold and lonely
I don’t ask for much
Just warms arms to hold me
A heart & mind that loves me
A real man to support me
Encourage & promote me
A man who wants to me

Love overboard
This love thing never leaves me bored
But it sure has left me lonely
So with my head held high
My heart aching to love
I continue on my journey
Until he someone is brave enough to
Choose me

It’s Been A Long Time

It’s been a long time

since the last time I was held

hand to thigh

back to chest

lips to neck

leg to leg

intertwined betwixt these thighs of mine

 

It’s been a long time

since the last time I felt special

long distance love

face to face feels better

no more kisses through the phone

real kisses are much wetter

this is only temporary

weekend getaway

but I don’t want it to end

 

It’s been a long time

since I felt the way when I 1st loved you

I’ll just enjoy what this is now

too afraid to say lets give it another try

too afraid to say I still love you

and I couldn’t stop if I tried

but instead I’ll settle for this weekend visit

enjoy the laughs, the cuddles & the love

don’t want to mess up and crash

besides

It’s been a long time

and I want to make these moments last

I give up

I give up

Love has no room for me

I tried it again and it failed

no need to feel for me

its nothing out of the ordinary

So, I’ll just keep it cordial

no need to jump to conclusions

love is nothing but confusion

the most difficult task of all

is finding true love in a world

full of detachment

commitment fear

superficial standards

& unrealistic expectations

I loved I lost I digress

I give up

 

Glory

My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory

My hair was created to give God glory
nor for you to gawk & stare at only
to run & tell your story of how my
hair was untamed, wild & ugly
Yeah I heard you over there laughing
about how I don’t look right, but the
truth is you just need to get your
mind right because

My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory

My hair grows towards the same hills
from which comes your help & it
reaches in the same direction your
hands never seem to reach to in church
See my hair has a love relationship with
they sun & it’s continually in worship because

My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory

My hair is an extension that connects
directly with the father and there is a
continuous worship service playing in
my head. Our hair is a direct extension
of our bodies nervous system, my hair
is an antenna and that’s why up above
my head I hear music in the air.

My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory
My hair was created to give God glory

So, their is no standard nor judgement
no corporate dress code, nor belief
no doctrine, nor ideal that will force me
to change my hair. No my hair is not stressed
so it doesn’t need a relaxer. No it’s not a wild
beast, so it doesn’t need to be tamed. No it is
not a dog so it doesn’t need to be trained.

How can we love the tree but destroy our roots?
God said my was perfect so I suggest you
believe the same because…………….

My hair was created to give God glory

Infinite

The beginning and the end of my day start the same

With an English/Nigerian accent

with a warm greeting & encouraging words

thoughts about business

we share the events of the day

then good morning or good night

we shall talk later

infinite

 

 

Before I Slumber 9

Money us the root of all evil
Family + money = problems
No discussion only arguing
Tears shed no sympathy given
Got to make a move
It’s long over due
Spent the day handling business
Discussed my Africa trip
Can’t wait to see my fam
Spent the rest if the day with dad
Old G wisdom given
Background history given
Whipping up werk in the lab
Shea butter is the game
MoZaic is my name
Thoughts of him still fill my head
I need to see my love
I need to kiss his bald head
Let me get this butter done
So it can ship in the morning
Bonsoir world

Freedumb

Educate your mind
Release the chains of freedumb
Independence Day

#Haiku

I Wish He Knew

Mind twisted & boggled
By the mention of your name
While in your presence I suffer….
From a state of euphoric pleasure
That can only be likened to a drug like high
You have me stoned….
I call you my kryptonite
Nothing else matters
All fears & worries are gone
Whenever I’m near you
You have my undivided attention
But I wish there was one thing that you knew
I wish he knew that
When he speaks his voice paralyzes me
And his poetic banter homilies & similes
Make sweet love to my ear drums causing
Orgasmic eruptions in my mind.
I wish he knew that
He was and is the reason my poetry I started readin
I wish he knew
That I hang on to every haiku, every sonnet, & free verse
He’s ever spoken in my presence
As if he’s written them just for me
I wish he knew
That sometimes it’s really more than
His words that I’m attracted to
but the large frame of his body the detail of his physique
the one on one conversations when we speak
I wish he knew that his stage presence sends
Electrifying chills down my spine when I see him
I wish he knew that
My mind won’t allow me to tell him
So I’ll just keep my school girlish
Crush to myself snap & clap when
I see you on stage yell out rewind when
You say a dope line and still wish he knew

The Shower

I love to take showers in the late night hours.
In the still of the night when everything is at rest no need for lights.
It’s the best time to think & reflect on the day.
It’s the best time to pray & give thanks to God
It’s the best time to cry releasing the cares of your world to the drain.
The shower….. my private sanctuary for as long as the water stays hot.
It’s like a daily rain in your home washing away the debris from your atmosphere.
The shower the place where I wish I could spend hours